DB and I were going through the boxes in the store room and garage last weekend. He was looking for a cable for the satellite receiver which we could not find any. However, he found a small box of 35mm film. It seems so ancient to me seeing them now. He labeled each roll with the date that was 11/1996. He said that was the last he went deer hunting out in Red Wing. They are 12 in a roll and there were 3 rolls in the small box. I told him he should have the 35mm film to dvd, at least convert it to digital since they are all pictures of sceneries. This man has a lot of archaic items he have been keeping for some reason or other. He still has the big humongous video recorder that I do not even know why he is keeping it, most probably for sentimental value. But that’s a waste of space. I am sure we are going to dig up more archaic stuff as we go along cleaning up the boxes.
It’s February, it’s warmer and the snow is melting. Well, there weren’t that much snow to begin with. Just the sporadic snow fall of an inch or two. Then freezing Arctic cold for a few days and then warm up. Chase loves the snow. He will walk, sit, and lay on it. I swear this dog’s internal temp is higher than any normal dogs. He heats up so fast.
I am thinking of buying new dog food for him after seeing the pet store putting up a wholesale vinyl banner at the entrance of the mall. Buying the food, Blue, online is way cheaper than at the store. I used to get $5 off coupons for this brand. I have to remember to keep them now.
Kung Hei Fatt Choy to all my peeps, 5 days late Nevertheless, it’s still CNY. Heheheh!! Wishing y’all a prosperous, happy and healthy year ahead!
This year I drove northeast to my friend’s in Superior, WI to usher in the year of the Snake with her and her family plus couple of her friends. We ate and ate and ate till I almost exploded….It’s more of you snooze you loose kinda deal! It was awesome company and food. Chase had to stay back with DB.
Before I left to her place, she gave me her list of Asian groceries to shop in the cities which are cheaper and a lot of stuff she could not get where she’s at. It was a fun time for me….shopping in the Asian stores. Can’t believe I said that!!!!
There were more dishes but I didn’t take all the pictures. I was too much of a glutton. Eat first.
How was your CNY?
I have a few good pairs of watches that are sitting in my jewelry boxes. To be honest, I once love watches. I gave my Guy Laroche watch away to my SD. It was a gift from my ex. So why keep it, right? I was eyeing a raymond weil one time and yes, I still do want to get one, some day! My co-worker told me to sell my other watches in e*ay…bid them for a price. I will never know what I get from them.
ML sent me an email this morning saying she wouldn’t be able to make it on time to meet me and her friend this afternoon. She said she will a head to mail me my deposit back! Thanks be to God! I hate confrontation and my prayers answered! Great way to start a long weekend!
M & K will have dinner tonight at my place coz K wants to see my apartment. They said they want to meet Chase too. Chase would be glad to see them again. I tried cleaning up the place last night. Man, I tell you when you live on your own, you don’t really care if the place is a mess.
And here’s a picture of the apartment buildings overlooking the lake, the stretch of buildings sitting higher up. Just too bad my apartment is not facing the lake. I’m on the first floor looking out the parking spots!
S, a friend of mine during my secretarial classes days, is now in Paris. Ahhhh, Paris, the city I am dreaming to visit one day. Her company transferred her and her family for 3 years and she has the choice of searching for some paris luxury apartments. S invited me to visit her for my vacation. Oh I will and hopefully she will still be there when I eventually visit Paris….the Eiffle Tower, Notre Dame and the Versailles Palace, those are the three main places I want to see in Paris for sure.
It’s been a month since I signed the lease to my new place. I have to say it’s so nice to be at my own place without anyone bugging me! I still have lots of miscellaneous things laying around the apartment that buying some cheap plastic storage bins will help keep the clutter at bay. And DB mentioned they can go to the storage if need be which I will take that offer.
Chase saying HI to you peeps out there. He was running towards me with the tennis ball in his mouth
Continuation from my previous post.
Did I move into the basement of the lady (ML) I was going to move in to on Dec 1? The answer is NO. The scoop from her was her bro was not able to move out by Dec 1, so she asked me in mid Nov if I can be flexible with the move date. I said I can but I still an approximate date. She said she will let me know the exact date after Thanksgiving.
Turkey day came and gone, I didn’t hear from ML. My friend said I can still look around for a place as long as I have not move in to her place. I did and saw an ad on Cr*igs for a very similar place I will be renting from the lady. This new ad was $550 for 2-bd, whole basement, utilities all included in rent and pets allowed. So I emailed for the location and telling who I am and having a dog myself.
No word till the next morning I went to work and checked my email. ML sent me an email in the subject “Confused” bombarded me saying her friend received an email from me. What are the odds, right??? My friend said I’m being played. ML said I didn’t keep my word. She said she cannot trust me now and since it’s my decision to not rent from her, she will not return my deposit of $350, which btw, she cashed out on the very same day i gave her. But she said she is not a bad person, she will return it.
I replied her and apologized that I wasn’t saying NO to her, I wasn’t backing off. It was only a backup incase her’s falls through. I told her I would still want to rent her place. Boy, she was not happy. That email from her pretty much tells me she is taking me for a ride (that’s how my father would put it, if he was still around). I talked to my friends and of course M & K. M said i should get the dep back. Afterall is my hard earned money. Long story short, instead of filing a small claims court case against her, she and I will be meeting with her “attorney” next week. She said she has an attorney. Hah, I will be damned if that person was an attorney unless it’s her friend.
Seriously, she shouldn’t have cashed out my check and now that she is short of money according to her email CONFUSED, and she can afford an attorney to sit for an hour at the coffee shop next week to meet with me and M??? Belony! I so wanted to say SCREW IT especially I’ totally a Yes-man, but M & K said I should get your deposit back. I am very darn sure the reason we are meeting next Friday is to negotiate the amount she can pay me.
I am trying to stay positive with this whole ML bullshit. Since I didn’t move to her place I found another place to move in to. I am now renting a one bedroom apt with Chase as my partner in crime. We moved in on Dec 27. He hates being in there by himself when I’m at work or even leave for an hour or two to run errands or to the gym. He would bark and whine. The neighbors are complaining that he barks too much. Well, I really guess that it’s super annoying if you sleeping and the dogs barks at 5:30 am till who knows what time or when i get home at 3 pm. I have just placed an order for a citronella dog no-bark collar. Hopefully I will get it the end of the week. My church friend, P, loaned me her dog’s thunder shirt. He is a very sensitive creature so with this new changes and lifestyle, i’m sure he is stressing out. The thunder shirt coddles his body and I have it on him now. I already received a letter from the apartment management about the neighbors complaining about his excessive barking.
Below are two pictures of Chase with the thunder shirt on him. When put it on him, he seems unsure but less than a minute, he laid down calmly and was calm ever since. Although I have to say when he hears noises, he still growls. Hopefully with this shirt and the soon to arrive Citronella no-bark spray collar will help the barking.
New Year, 2013, I’m at a new place. Praying for good health for my family and friends. Really, that’s all I want is good health. I cannot afford to get sick or really really sick this year with the health insurance I have….I have to cough the money out first to pay for medical till I meet the deductible. Then the co-insurance will kick in. Bummer or what??? It’s either you need to have lots of savings or you need to be darn careful with your health and life! And I already got hit by the influenza bug. It hit me like a ton of bricks. I’m still out of work and didn’t see the doctor either. I bought some over the counter cold/flu medication, Alka-Seltzer and so far today is the fourth day, I’m still all stuffed up, coughing. No more fever and the chills, knock on wood. Tomorrow, my boss told me to stay home if I am not feeling that good.
Oh and 2013, on my first paycheck, I have already have a decreased on my paycheck….Federal taxes deduction increased. Yeah to BO! Not body odor, mine you! LOL
Hello world, I’m taking a peek into my blog and noticed the last I posted was October of 2012. 3 whole months of absence. I am sure my paid posts “folks” have already taken me off their list. I want to write paid posts but I’m so wanting more time in my days and nights, and, and, and, and, a home PC that actually works and not freezes on me.
No new PC but a new cellphone which I got it in November 2012, shortly before Thanksgiving. I had to get it coz I was missing my one and only K-drama I am addicted to, The Great Queen Seondeok. I think I started watching it in October at my friend’s. I stayed up till almost 3 am but I only got watch 1-6 episodes. I should have started earlier during the evening. Oh well, the new cellphone is my new “PC” for the time being. The only thing I cannot do is play my FB games!!!! WAHHHHHHH!!!!
So how about life, my life, since this is where I talk most about my life to the world? It is good, I shouldn’t complain because there are others out there (at work) have it worse than I do.
I was working at my second job at my friend’s restaurant for 5 nights a week for a few months. Man, I have to say it was very tiring. It is because i have to get up so early in the morning for my day job. I don’t get home from the restaurant till 9, the latest 9:30. Of course when i get home I get cornered by the “two” in the house and chatter, chatter. Then I need to play with Chase. That fella needs me time! He’s like human. By the time I get to sleep it’s already past 11:15 and I get up around 4:40, 4:30 would be ideal. The lack of sleep was killing me. The good thing is my friend was able to hire a temporary after Christmas and till the end of the year. After Christmas it was so quiet in the restaurant and worse after NY. Everyone must be eating home to save for their credit card bills!!! That means I don’t even have to come in during the nights I have to come in. My friend will call me and tells me “Char bor boh seng li ar”. So I will have the afternoon and night to myself.
Next, my living situation….next post…..to be continued!!
I have to admit I do not spend a lot of time with this fella. The hours I spent working away from home are more than I am at home with him. Don’t blame him for this moody look, right? Chase is such a sensitive dog. Any person who speak too loud for his ears, he will scram! And I am raising my hands for this!!!
The above pictures were taken when I got home from my second job. He was sound asleep and I woke him up and started playing with him.
He spends more time with M who feeds him and takes him to the corn and/or soccer fields (walking distance from the house) on evenings when I am working. Unless M has something going on in the church or hanging out with his neighbor buddies, he will feed Chase first, take him for a short walk or K will. Sometimes when I come home from work in the afternoons at 3-ish, he is in M’s office (M works from home). Funny how M allows Chase to come upstairs freely and he will even open the door to the basement. K told me to shut the basement door every time I leave the house and I always do but M was the one who “broke K’s rule”! Me no say to that. Needless to say, Chase is very attach to M, just simply likes M to death….goes to him all the time except when I am home. With K, he is ok with her.
I have to say this, he sure knows who’s the boss in the house. He totally respects M, like he knows M is the alpha. K he will obey her commands but does not go to her for play or pats. Me, we are play buddies!!! LOL
When Chase and I move in a month plus, I will arrange a sitter to “entertain” and feed him when I’m gone in the evenings at the restaurant (3 evenings). Praise the God! He has helped me remove my worries on this matter. My friend always remind me that God will not give you something that is bigger than you can handle and I affirmed that!
After I told the M&K, or should I said told the utmost details to K, about my future rental place and the move in date by the girl, M, I think it has finally sunk into their heads that I am really going to go.
Why I said that was the night (Monday, Oct 1) I told K whom he heard from her hubby, M, that I was going to see a place for rent that afternoon, I got home from my other job around 9:10 pm. No one was around but as soon as I walked upstairs to the kitchen, she walked so fast out from her room.
Here’s the conversation we had…..a brief summary
K: I heard you saw a place to rent. How did that go?
Me: Yeah, I did. It went great and I put in my deposit already. Talking about dropping the bomb, if I had a camera on me, I would have recorded the whole scenario.
K: Wow, really?
Me: Yes indeed. I saw it, I like it and told the girl I will take it.
K: How much is the rent? Where is it? How come so soon?
Me: So soon what? To accept the place, you mean?
K: Yeah, do you need M and me to come take a look at the place for you? In my heart, I was already cussing. I wanted to roll my eyes but of course I didnt
Me: Nope, the moment I started talking to the girl, and what included in the rent, I accepted aright away.
K: So, tell me, what’s included in the rent, how much is the rent?
Me: The rent is $650 which includes the entire basement of 2 bedrooms, family room, entertainment center, recliners, sofa, bathroom, linen closet, queen bed, computer table, use of laundry room, kitchen and the best of all, no deposit for bringing Chase with me.
K: WOW! Her eyes were really big when she said that. Congratulations, Dawn!. I cannot believe this. When is the move in date?
Me: She said December 1. I can’t let a good deal fly by.
K: You sure you don’t us to meet this girl and give you our opinion? You trust her? Where did you look this place up? At this point I wanted to really really wanted to roll my eyes so bad.
Me: I saw this ad from Cr*&gsli&t. Nope, I am sure, thanks for your offer tho. I don’t know, the trust is there between us.
K: I wouldn’t dare go to see a place by myself. Man, this is God answering your prayers……blah, blah blah. Did she give you anything to sign like a lease?
Me: No she didnt but she said she will type something up. You know I was BS-ing her here because if I said yes, she would want me to show her. She always wants to see the things I bought, or laying around or what I’m doing, etc.
K: Where is this place?
Me: It’s at the border of R**em#&^t and AV on blah blah Street. It’s quite close to C’s house. Nice that this place is in AV coz i don’t want to drive too far from C’s restaurant especially in the winter time.
K: You are very sure you are ok with this place? What is her name? Is she working? Married you know and with children? Do you know who is living there now? Blah blah blah
If it’s one of you guys, how would you feel if these questions were laid out on you? Man, I feel like telling her to mind her bloody business, but again, I didn’t, persevere, put on a happy face, attitude and told her every damn thing about this girl, ML.
The conversation went on to about how much her niece is paying for a one-bedroom apartment which is $850 nothing included and a pet deposit and monthly fee for the dog is separate. She went on to say “you got yourself an awesome deal.” She kept saying she is very surprised this is happening. I wanted to ask her what is happening, that me getting a place that soon instead of next year, maybe. I didn’t want to ask. The more I ask, the more she is going to interrogate me.
The the inviteble questions I wanted to avoid.
K: Can you afford this rent? Are you able to pay the rent and the debts? What about the State and IRS you are paying? Are you stil……blah blah blah. Seriously, I want to just walk away, take my shower and sleep. All these questions and answers session seems like frigging forever to me.
Me: Yup, got them mostly paid down and some are already paid off. I wanted to askd her if she wants to know when was the last time I gave the bird to someone!
And I went on to thank her and M for graciously welcoming me into their home. She said that would have saved you a lot on rent, pay the debs, get back on your feet, and seriously, I began to switch her off.
I must have the word “Yann” stuck in me or whatever it is, I didn’t blow my top off. I slowly inched my way to the stairs but the questions kept coming. Till I told her I really have to get into the shower. The time was 10:15 when i got into my room and sat on the floor to play with Chase. Damn woman, you took those extra time I have with Chase talking to you.
The next night I got home around 8:45 (business was slow at the restaurant), M&K and Chase were in the garage enjoying the cool evening. I saw Chase and knew M would be with him, but both of were there. K told me she told M about our conversation and “We are still very surprised with this piece of news…blah blah blah.” M said he’s proud of me, gave me a pat on the shoulder. So I hung out with them till 9:20 doing my Q&A session with them.
I T I S G E T T I N G V E R Y D A M N O L D!!!
This weekend M&K’s oldest and youngest were back for the T__in Ci*ies Marathon. The eldest came from the Northwest and the youngest from ND. I know the day would come I will meet them but didn’t know it would be so soon and it was very uncomfortable. Most probably it’s me, the anti-social! The youngest, J, is into music for a long time when he was a teenager. He would be bring his 2
bugera amplifiers with him to ND. He drove down to the parents home and he drives the same car as I do. As usual and typical of most children who comes visiting the parents (I think), they came in an empty car, and left with a car loaded with stuff!
I went over to DB’s place couple weekends ago. He is definitely working around the house for the realton friend. Anything that’s need a fixing, she will have him to fix it….well, why not, it will save a ton of money if she had hired someone to do them. She told me she ordered couple speaker mounts from Premier Mounts Store for speakers in the basement. DB said he does not mind dong these stuff at all which was nice. Plus Molly, the mutt, keeps him company wherever he goes in the houes!
I did some window shopping for fall/winter clothings and chance upon a pair of equestrian boots on sale. I saw the many sales on long sleeves knits which I bought two of them since I desperately need them. Back to the boots, I tried a pair on which was very lovely…..a dusty brown, however, there was no available stock for my size. I still have my other cowboy boots, but I thought adding another would be just perfect!
After i posted about my updates last week, I searched for rooms again on Cr&*igsl^st. I found one that was newly posted for that Friday, for $650 for the entire lower level with 2 rooms plus all utilities and internet and cable. I thought about it and continued searching for cheaper ones that are within my desirable range, $450-550.
I did find a couple and went back to the $650 ad. I proceeded to send an email to enquire about it, giving some details about myself. Within 10 minutes I received and email from the poster, ML. Wow, I was surprised. I was asked for move in date which I wanted Nov 1 but the landlord wants a Dec 1 for new tenants. I said not a problem at all.
We then made arrangements to meet at her home for me to view it. We corresponded via my work email for a while and told her to switch to my home email which I can still access with my cell. We agreed to meet on Sunday at 10:30 afer Mass. I didn’t bring Chase with me which i wanted to but then I had to go back to my house to get him…well, I wasn’t in a blardy mood to do so.
I went to the place and introduced ourselves. The moment I walked downstairs, I liked it already. I know I will have the entire basement which I was told would be empty with two bedrooms all to myself. She had told me she want one room mate only. Currently her bro is living in the basement but moving out on Dec 1. The basement I saw was completely furnished. She said before I move in on Dec 1, she will have her furniture move to a storage. I told her I wouldn’t mind if she leaves them where they are. Reason being I don’t own one single piece of furniture. All I have are my clothes in boxes and luggage plus a few boxes of files.
She was so happy when I told her she could leave her furniture there. She is leaving the queen bed, big screen TV, sectional sofa, recliner, dresser, computer desk for me. Washer and dryer, the entire bathroom and linen closet are included in the rent plus full use of the kitchen and dining area which is upstairs.
We then spoke about Chase. She said there is no pet deposit and monthly rent for Chase. Her bro currently has a dog in the house. In addition, there is a walk-out patio door which will be so convenient for me to take Chase out for his frisbee addiction! Another plus for this $650 is I will get my own parking stall in the garage with my own code to the garage. Before I left, I told her I would confirm with her tomorrow, Monday, if I want the place. I told her I have sent out couple of other emails in response to the other ads but so far no replies from them.
The next day, I checked my emails for the other two ads I sent out but nada. I went ahead to sent ML an email telling her I would like to put down a deposit ($350) and the application fee of $25 for her basement. I also asked her to drop $50 off the original rental fee and she was happy to do so. She said I don’t need to pay the application fee because she trust me and I seemed to be a very responsible person.
Later that afternoon, we met at a coffee shop so I could give her the check for the deposit and she gave me a print out of what she we agreed on the “lease”. It’s a month-to-month “lease”.
Boy, I’m in high heaven! I’m finally doing something on my blardy own.
Will tell the story of how I was smothered when i told the tale of the above to K!!! @_@
I am losing track of time. I hardly write anything about what’s going on with me or what I did anymore. I do want to write about what’s going on but not sure if I should. Anyways, I will just rant on.
Like I mentioned in the paid post, time is flying by for me….way too fast. I have moved on to another chapter of my life. Living with friends from church and now thinking of moving out. I want to say, yes, I am indeed very grateful and appreciate all I was and is still given but some times I feel like I am like a child. Dictating some of the things I need to do, how I must do this and that, signing me up for classes, asking my whereabouts, with who and time, asking to see and need to know my expenses, budget, etc, I tell you what, it is very old, very intruding. I do feel I am 14 years old again, or even younger. Sounds damn ungrateful, doesn’t it? I know I need to communicate with them but not till I have to go every where they are going – concerts, charity events/concerts, walks, church, reading the bible (in the house).
I am cleaning the basement and entryway every Saturday and mop up the linoleum floor in the basement every day, keeping it dog hair free as much as possible and trying to keep Chase downstairs all the time that’s all I’m doing. Yet Chase still gets the boot downstairs when K comes home from work….he went up to greet her. Or when I’m upstairs chatting with M, Chase will follow me and he is very attached to M coz M takes him to the soccer fields all the time plus M works at home, so he spends a lot of time with Chase. K would ask Chase to go downstairs even when I’m upstairs chatting with M and Chase is laying in the living room carpet. She does not like Chase on the so call wood floor in the kitchen at all. And if he does come in, I can hear her “Chase, out” and so before I even enter the kitchen and if Chase is with me, I would command him to lay down on the carpet.
The first few days when we got to the house, the entryway has only one rug, then 2, and 3. Now it’s totally covered with rugs, every inch of it. There are a total of 5 rugs, big and small!! o_O K is a super clean and organize person. Everything is laid out perfectly includin the pantry, spice cabinets, dishes/pots/pans, refrigerator. Bottle or box labels all need to face out when storing them back in their respective spot. I know coz I put them back the other way and I saw her going in there to move the bottles/boxes in the pantry, cabinets and fridge to have the labels facing out.
Empty plastic containers/tupperwares have to be stored with its respective covers on them. However I thought since I brought some of mine over and kept them with the lid off so I can stack them containers neatly and it does saves space if containers are stacked without the lid on them, she removed them and put the lids on them. Fine. Next couple of days, the lids were gone and they were stacked like how I did them earlier. Mind games! After a week, the lids are back on all of them and remained that way plus new rules. No plasctic containers in the dishwasher anymore. She said the plastic lids are all over the washer when she clears them. They need to be handwashed. I handwashed them at work and bring them home.
I took pictures of where I’m staying now but it’s still residing in the memory card.
Sometimes I wonder did I ever grow up? Grow in size sideways, a definite YES!
Man, I never expected all these when I was told I can come and go as I want and do whatever I want. My initial plan was to stay till spring (March/April), however, I’m changing plans. My friend, P, from church, the lady who helps me with Ranger’s and the vet’s bills, said how I can tolerate that. She knows me so well….I do talk to P a lot and like I had mentioned before, I take like my mom. She is like me, very easy going, dog comes first in our lives, does not bother if we have dog hair on us or on the furniture, bed, clothes. In other words, cleanliness when we have dogs is secondary. P said i need hurry the hell up to look for a place to move out. I don’t need to stress over how i need to live my life.
So, yes, I’m planning on finding a place of my own very soon…..rent a room or a basement for Chase and I. P is going to help me with Chase when I am moved out on my own. You see, I leave so darn early in the morning for work, get home at 3 and disappear for another 4 plus hours. P said Chase would need to get out and get fed….stick to his schedule. She gave me her contact for her dog sitter/walker to take Chase out on the days I’m gone for my 2nd job and she, P, is going to pay the fees. She said she is not doing it for me, but for Chase. I told her I was all ready to give Chase up once I plan on moving out on my own. P is a dog person, very devoted to dogs. She said she will never ever let me give Chase up. Hence, she is going to help me with him. AWwwwwwww….makes me want to cry.
Next, did I mention I got rid of my red baby, the Monte Carlo? In reality I didn’t get rid of it, I moved it to DB’s place. It’s not insured for now since no one is driving it. It’s temporary parked in a friend’s garage. In replace of my red baby which I still missed, is a 1999 Toyota Camry, 4-cyclinder car, save on gas, nothing fancy, takes me to point A-B-A.
I got the car on August 3, and the car has not past inspection yet! The mechanic, R, who is a friend of C and her hubs, L, buys these salvage Camrys and fixed them up. This car has 5800 miles on it. It still drives damn smooth, just missing air conditioning and ABS (anti-brake system). R said he will get the car in for inspection (a mandatory thing) and fix the ABS, tune up and oil change when I hit the next 2500 miles.
The above shows where my Camry came from….any Toyota parts one needs, are all there.
Summer months were crazy for me with all the moving, yard sale, moving and cleaning the old place up. Plus working at my friend’s restaurant makes the week fly fast. I gotta say my Canto is not that rusty anymore. We speak a mixture of Canto, English, Mandarin, Hokkien and of course BM in the restaurant. And if my friend’s kid is there, Singlish comes in to play. That kid loves Pua Chu Kang which I have not even heard of till he told me and pulled it up on UTube for me to watch on his dad’s phone. Kids and modern technology! So, I have a fair share of speaking PCK with this kid.
My home PC is dead, not booting at all. I took it back to DBs whenever he feels and have the time to look into it. He did some fixing, got it to boot and is running but I didn’t bother to bring home with me. I have no PC to play my FB games so good riddance bad rubbish, indeed. I would check my emails and FB at work if possible or whenever I get upstairs to the library. When I’m home, I don’t really have the time to check my emails or FB on my cellphone. Reason being my cellphone has very very low memory. It takes a while to load anything if I am using the browser feature. The time I ever use it is when I am on the cycle machine before the spinning instructor shows up! Even at home when I’m downstairs to get away from yakking. Having the phone to check my emails or surf while eating my meals when I’m by myself is heaven!
When I have the time at work, I will check for rooms availability. I wanted to go for studio aptmnts but they are way too spendy for me right now. Will hunt for one next year.
Ok, rant over. That’s about all the stuff that happened for the past few months.